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The Burning of Paper Instead of Children
Adrienne Rich

I was in danger of verbalizing my moral impulses out of existence. --Daniel Berrigan, on trial in Baltimore

1.
My neighbor, a scientist and art-collector, telephones me in a state of
violent emotion. He tells me that my son and his, aged eleven and
twelve, have on the last day of school burned a mathematics textbook in
the backyard. He has forbidden my son to come to his house for a week,
and has forbidden his own son to leave the house during that time. "The
burning of a book," he says, "arouses terrible sensations in me,
memories of Hitler; there are few things that upset me so much as the
idea of burning a book."

Back there: the library, walled
with green Britannicas
Looking again
in Durer's Complete Works
for MELANCOLIA, the baffled woman

the crocodiles in Herodotus
the Book of the Dead
the Trial of Jeanne d'Arc, so blue
I think, It is her color

and they take the book away
because I dream of her too often
love and fear in a house
knowledge of the oppressor
I know it hurts to burn

2. To imagine a time of silence
or few words
a time of chemistry and music

the hollows above your buttocks
traced by my hand
or, hair is like flesh, you said

an age of long silence

relief

from this tongue this slab of limestone
or reinforced concrete
fanatics and traders
dumped on this coast wildgreen clayred
that breathed once
in signals of smoke
sweep of the wind

knowledge of the oppressor
this is the oppressor's language

yet I need it to talk to you

3.
People suffer highly in poverty and it takes dignity and intelligence
to overcome this suffering. Some of the suffering are: a child did not
had dinner last night: a child steal because he did not have money to
buy it: to hear a mother say she do not have money to buy food for her
children and to see a child without cloth it will make tears in your
eyes.

(the fracture of order
the repair of speech
to overcome this suffering)

4. We lie under the sheet
after making love, speaking
of loneliness
relieved in a book
relived in a book
so on that page
the clot and fissure
of it appears
words of a man
in pain
a naked word
entering the clot
a hand grasping
through bars:

deliverance

What happens between us
has happened for centuries
we know it from literature

still it happens

sexual jealousy
outflung hand
beating bed

dryness of mouth
after panting

there are books that describe all this
and they are useless

You walk into the woods behind a house
there in that country
you find a temple
built eighteen hundred years ago
you enter without knowing
what it is you enter

so it is with us

no one knows what may happen
though the books tell everything

burn the texts said Artaud

5.
I am composing on the typewriter late at night, thinking of today. How
well we all spoke. A language is a map of our failures. Frederick
Douglass wrote an English purer than Milton's. People suffer highly in
poverty. There are methods but we do not use them. Joan, who could not
read, spoke some peasant form of French. Some of the suffering are: it
is hard to tell the truth; this is America; I cannot touch you now. In
America we have only the present tense. I am in danger. You are in
danger. The burning of a book arouses no sensation in me. I know it
hurts to burn. There are flames of napalm in Catonsville, Maryland. I
know it hurts to burn. The typewriter is overheated, my mouth is
burning. I cannot touch you and this is the oppressor's language.